have been back after a long long time hahas, it's been 7 months since i have accepted God in my life and i am growing in God faithfully hahas ! this few month having my attachment in maritec, life over there in not easy! lots of work, low pay, and need to work on alt weekend dame sian but over all i's gonna be ok! i believe God will make a way!
yesterday was Sonia's birthday! went to celebrate after my work with the whole CG! today was my sister birthday! hahas manage to reach home few min before 12 midnight to celebrate her birthday, i feel like a bad brother, instead of going home and spend time with her i went out with my colleague to catch fried rice Paradise the musical... but the stirring of my heart seeing them performing, singing on stage make wanna be like them! yet i wanna studies phycologist or psychiatrist i wanna understand why human being act in this manner why human being will do this action and in what condition the person will do this or act in this manner! i wanna help and be able to help them... but i also wanna sing, act in theater being in opera or in musical i wanna bring joy to others! i dunno...
a confess i got to make.. yesterday after celebrating sonia's birthday i went smoking with 2 friends.. i wanted to go back in to smoking a long time since 2 month ago but i have been holding back but when he place the stick in front of me i just seems to lose myself... onw of my friend say i have change he prefer me last time cause i am who i am last time.. but i dunno am i getting worst? i dunno.. haizz gonna get some sleep before work tomorrow ...
night~
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