its already mid nov going dec le this term do pass fast finally project all has been completed with the help of my classmate

its already nov going dec and nothing of me have change, still lost and dull like always, i have friends close to me and always around me but i still feel alone, why am i feeling this way?

injured my leg again yesterday... still recovering.......


life is like a board game in 3D format being played in computer, we will always meet people we do not want to meet, we will face stronger monster to deal with but you will nv die in this game cause the monster in this game will hit you till you left with almost nothing left and stun you and then it will just walk off from you leaving the fear and pain scar in your mind, but there is always people who gone throught all this to help you to overcome all the quest and mission, this game also have no guide on what to do and how to improve the only way is to go through or look at how people deal with it, oh ya this game is very different too it has time limit and in this game you can never die during att unless the monster have weapon(forget to tell you in this game all the monster will att you but will nv kill you unless it want to and also the monster in this game the monster have it's own brain there not set to be this way but on what they want and how they want). for the time limit once the time is up it means game over, you can nv replay or restart and one more thing is this game is nv fair some just start playing same time as you but have longer time limit then you but some dun even get the chance to log in to create the character and they game over.. oh ya last of all during half way before your time limit is even up you can also can game over the game there are also people who do that but just to remind you once you game over the game you can also neither restart or replay the game just like once the time limit reach zero.... thats life!

it's about time i came back to my very own place, to place the feeling i have every day and i will start from last few day, a feeling of what i want and had in mind ^^

yesterday went swimming, due to lack of stamina my progress have drop alot , more then i have expected... but thats not i want to say. it was late and it's about to rain, walking alone with a tired and heavy body after a long day make me feel like just dropping every thing on the ground and just take a good rest. but all i ever really wanted is just a kor i imagine to be, a cool cool type kor waiting for me near by our house waiting for me to go home. lol the 1st thing i will do is pass all the stuff i had to him while he say: "come let kor carry for you" with a smile on his face and after he carry my bag and stuff i will not hesitate to give him a good hug at the same time tell him about my days in school after that he will bring me to the nearest mini mart and get an ice cream for both ourself and while eating ice cream he hold my hand and walk me back home. haha so wish have a kor i have in mind ^^

to the guy in SM course who help me few month back after swimming i really hope to see you soon and get to know you i just wanna say thank you