It's been a period of time since i blog and i am back to publish more! happy? haha
u should know by now whenever i start to post something it means i have problem again >.<

have finally re accepted Christ back into my life and manage to relearn alot of stuff the sentence "God love you just the way you are!" really help me build up my confidence and "you will nv be alone for God is always with you!" also encourage me when ever i am alone! it is great to know Him in this way! have invited the Holy Sprite in to me so i can talk to God in tongue.

praying to God, worshiping God, reading God's word i have no problem is just the consistence that is the problem...

fellowship with God, hearing His voice is hard! i need to spend more time in his presence!!!!

but there is always a feeling! a feeling that keep stirring in my heart a feeling i want to do more then this i want to serve him and stuff kind of feeling! but is it really what i want? will i have time crash? AHHH all this drive me nut!